1503 E. Park Ave., Apt. X8 Valdosta, GA 31602 New Year's 1994 Dear beloved family and cherished friends, Happy new year, from Valdosta, Georgia, and from a whole new life! A full three years since my graduation from Rollins, I am finally a full-time graduate student working toward an MA in English at Valdosta State University. It wasn't easy getting here. For me, 1993 started off rather rough. I was taking a course in British Literature at Seminole Community College and my professor took ill; it turned out to be a blessing in disguise as the course was taken over by the excellent teacher Frank Bonjione. For him, I wrote two papers: one on the tender relationship between John Keats and his mentor Cowden Clarke, the other a comparison of the plays of G. B. Shaw and Bertolt Brecht. But while I was doing this, I was studying for and taking my GREs, filling out applications, getting recommendations, and driving to interviews--one at Drew University, all the way up in New Jersey. During my second interview--at VSU--I got word that my grandmother had died. I rushed home and the next day drove up to New Jersey again, for the second time in two months. I was deeply upset by her sudden death and wrote several poems about it. At the funeral, I was asked to read a poem that I had dashed off that morning; as I drifted off to sleep that night, I realized it was the first time I had ever read a poem of mine in public. Less than a month later, I was on the road again, this time to interview at Clemson University who had accepted me into their program but had yet to decide on granting me an assistantship. When I arrived on the campus of over 30,000 students, with several hundred English grad students, I was barely noticed. Leaving Clemson very disappointed, I stopped off in Valdosta on my way back and found the opposite attitude, attending an English department social where I was recognized and welcomed. That day, I knew where my new home would be. My summer was spent packing, moving, adjusting to life on my own in a new city, making friends, and even finding a girlfriend. Unfortunately, we broke up after a month; but I did get some intense joy and some interesting poems out of it. I was also able to make a quick trip to Atlanta to see the MLK Center and other museums, and help my sister Judith move to Alfred, New York, to study ceramics. Classes started up in September and they kept me extremely busy. Every weekend there was at least one (if not two) papers to write and over 200 pages to read. In the graduate seminar, we studied the genre of autobiography. I did papers on the autobiographies of Benjamin Franklin and Frederick Douglass. My final paper was on Elie Wiesel's Night, a powerful account of his dehumanization during the Holocaust. I had trouble getting references on Night at our VSU library, but during the Thanksgiving break, which I spent reunited with my family at my sister's place in Charlottesville, Virginia, I was able to make use of the UVA library--the sources I got there helped my paper tremendously. My other class was much more difficult, as we spent all our time studying critical theory. There I got into quite a fight with my professor about a deconstructionist reading of W. B. Yeats. My major project for the term was studying William Carlos Williams' poem "This Is Just to Say," and amazed myself that I could get a fifteen page paper out of a twelve line poem. What amazed me even more was that I ended the quarter with As in both classes. Despite the fact that I moved to Georgia, I'm still writing for the Orlando Spectator--my editor refuses to give me up. This year, the most controversial articles I wrote were on Thomas Jefferson's 250th birthday, gays in the military, and Somalia. My creative writing was not as prolific as in past years--I've authored only one short story and two dozen poems. The good news is that next year I might be giving a poetry reading. Here's hoping for the best... I wish each and every one of you a most prosperous 1994 and sincerely hope that I can get to see more of you in the coming year. I treasure your love and friendship. Peace on Earth, Jonathan Chisdes (912) 245-0780